I think fear is self obsessive, self indulgent and smug. Being afraid of what people will think and trying to control it is futile. Besides, even if I have ten people I can't see judging me for the things I say "wrong" I can count at least three people I now consider friends that I have met through this blog. And those people are a part of my day now and I really enjoy them and they don't seem to be easily offended. Which is a great trait in a friend.
And really, I like blogs about people. I read one tonight about a girl who lives in NYC and is a Mormon actress. Her blog was like, momoninmanhattan.blogspot.com I think. And she is just lovely and she talks about herself and the people she works with but I never thought she should just shut up and stop talking about herself! Isn't that the point of a personal blog?
I think it may be interesting to people who know and don't know me to hear about my job, about the fights I get into or out of, teehee, and if I am acting a little full of myself or sound a little self interested couldn't someone big just forgive me that little foible? Sure they could. Right? I dunno. But I am awfully tired of trying to keep my trap shut all the time just out of fear. Aren't you?